Mariah

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 18:39:43 GMT

It's that time of year.
This journal has seen a lot and I think it's time to put it to rest.

So you all know what that means...
New journal!

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add it if you want to still be friends, there are a bunch of you that I really hope do <3
after a few days I'll unadd everyone from this journal so it doesn't take up unnecessary space on your friends lists.

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:37:20 GMT

hey lovies ♥

This is what I wake up to every morning.

That and my crazy adorable roomates, Yikun, Jill, and Anum.

I'm usually found in my room or in my neighbors room, Damian, Joe, and Greg. They're the coolest guys I know here.

When I'm not making tomato paste and pasta art

We get dressed up and go out on the town.

This picture basically explains all of us best.

I have drawing homework to finish thats due tomorrow, and all this other work to get done. I can't wait to go home Thursday/spend the weekend here with Vinny. Hopefully if I get all my homework done early it'll be like a mini vacation for both of us.

Signing off in arabic ♥

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 20:46:17 GMT

Me in my graduation dress.

Daddy and I.

pics with rachie <3

Rachel, Me, and Loren.

My diploma.

Vinny and I.

Marisa!

Ryan and his sweet shades.

After grad camp out.

Morning after haha.

I'm kind of shocked now that it's over. It'll set in after a few days though. And it's offically summer vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck YEAH and I spent it throwing up/sleeping. ughhh. lol. Tomorrow I have to work and Sunday is my family grad party. Oh and I just put $250 into my car to get it fixed. grrrr. I should probably go eat something because I haven't all day but I really don't want to jinx my semi settled stomach.

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 02:46:47 GMT

I'm home from Italy!

wooo, yeah not extremely happy about being home but I did miss a bunch of things/people.

Major update soon once everything gets settled.

miss you all ♥ ♥

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 16:52:44 GMT

Mini Hiatus!

I'll be in Palermo, Sicily Italy for two weeks!
Big update when I get home with lots of pictures.

♥ ♥ ♥

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 02:06:33 GMT

You are all I know, and all I ever want to know.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 01:44:25 GMT

Just finished watching Dazed and Confused and Alfie.
I'm still feeling kind of crummy.

P.S. high school I am so through with you.

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 00:27:26 GMT

Mental note: I really want to go to Mystic Aquarium and the zoo.

I feel like crap, I think I'm sick again, now with a throat thing, and I'm pretty pissed off about it. I'm really tired of being sick, and I can't exactly be taking off from school because then I'll have so much to catch up on and I'll really be lost in pre calc.

I went shopping with my parents today though. I ordered a pair of Ed Hardy slip on lowrise sneakers with a skull on the side. I also got this really nice Marc Jacobs blue down feather vinyl quilted winter coat. Figured it would be great for Boston in the winter. I also got white Pink sweatpants and a blue/gray sweatshirt that has a receycle design in the shape of a heart on the front. Yes I gave into the Pink craze, plus I think it'll be a really comfy outfit to go on the plane to Italy in.

Oh I got my first paycheck yesterday too, which was awesome, saving up for a macro lens which I really only need a 1/4 of my next paycheck to be able to get. So give it another week and I'll have some awesome new macro shots to show off =] Next I'll be saving up for a fisheye lens.

This was a pointless post, I don't want to go to school tomorrow, what else is new.
♥

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 03:11:52 GMT

I watched 3 movies in the past 24 hours.
Charlie Bartlett, Closer, and Wristcutters: A Love Story.

Charlie Bartlett was cute and funny totally recommend it to anyone. Closer was oddly depressing but very well done Jude Law, Clive Owen, and Natalie Portman just amaze me. It has become one of my new favorite movies. And Wristcutters despite the depressing name is adorable. A very indie film that takes a weight off the topic of suicide, and also has really funny and loveable characters.

Other than that I've been at work, just hanging out. Weekends always go by too fast and I barely get time to rest. This weather sucks, one minute it's snowing the next it's raining it should just make up it's fucking mind and preferably just let the sun shine all day and warm us up a little.

Summer really can't come soon enough.

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 00:22:43 GMT

Work is seriously draining all the energy I have these days. I don't like that I come home eat dinner alone, barely have it in me to work out, and then fall asleep before 9. The only upside is that Brandon's coming back to work really soon and I missed that kid so I'm glad I'll get to see him all the time now.

Pre calculus = death. I don't even want to start my major rant about it, all I can say is Satan made pre calculus and clearly wants to make me fucking miserable and make me worry that MassArt will take back their acceptance because of me possibly failing that one class. I'll just cry.

Which speaking of MassArt, I sent in all my forms for housing and my deposit for tuition and what not today =] I requested a single dorm, because sharing a room I know just wouldn't have worked out. And the way their designed in MassArt is that there are two singles connected by a bathroom. It's awesome, so it's like having a roommate you just don't sleep in the same room.

I need to go take a shower so I can just pass out in an hour.
♥ ♥

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 20:34:47 GMT

I think I finally broke the fever after feeling like I was going to die for two days straight. Not a fun virus let me tell you. I'm freaking out because I haven't worked out in two days, it's driving me crazy, once I'm better I'm going to have to work 10x as hard to make up for lost time.

With all this time confined to my bed I got a chance to write a lot more in my short stories, and I even started a new one. Now I just need to finish all the other ones too haha. I also watched the first season of Weeds which I loved, ridiculously funny/clever show. I can't wait to watch the second season and I'm praying it isn't going to take as long as the download thing says it will.

Well anyway just thought I'd do a quick update, and Happy Valentine's Day lovies ♥

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 23:51:28 GMT

I am dying of a 102 degree fever.

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 03:07:05 GMT

After that last post I realized I've completely lost my mind.
Sorry all.

Anyway something I forgot to mention is that I died my hair.

I know it's a smallish picture but it's all black now with a little streak of red and blue and purple on the right side that you can't see. I really like it I think it fits me.

I went out with Rachel and Loren tonight and we had a lot of fun. And I feel awful because I never worked out today gahhh. Oh really good news! I got my job back!! Well apparently lets hope it's true but I'm going down there tomorrow to talk to my boss about it. I'm too tired to write anymore.

♥'s to you all!

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 00:42:33 GMT

Amazing news.
Switchfoot is coming to CT in May and I'm going to see them! God I am so excited. And this time I'm going to bring my professional camera and be like "Hey would it be alright if I stand between the bars and the stage so I can get some shots for my portfolio?" or whatever. I would die if they said yes. Like seriously die and go to heaven. If they say no I'll still have a good time haha =]

I just got my car fixed, cost like $400 but it was worth it, now it'll hopefully run very very well till the end of the summer.

Everything else is good I guess. I'm dying for February vacation, only one week away.
I should be doing homework, however I say "fuck you" to homework.

gahh I need to do like a major life update at some point. So much that needs to come out and I never do picture posts anymore, god I'm so freakin boring.

p.s. Across The Universe came out yesterday, I ran out to get it. My life is semi complete now. =P

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:55:05 GMT

I never got to go photographing this weekend which was a major bummer. I had no idea where to go but I really want to do another modeling session. Tomorrow is the start of a new week. I hate Mondays - Thursdays. Even Fridays kinda suck because I have to be in school for half the day. UGH.

I watched Moulin Rouge today for the millionth time. oh god what a forever favorite.

I feel like I keep disappointing myself, one day after another.
and I hate it.

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 16:35:50 GMT

Lost was amazing. So many questions to be answered, but I'm really excited to see where they're going to take it seeing as they're only planning 48 more episodes for the entire show. So much can happen hahaha, that's what I hate and love about the show.

Moving on, it'sase but that was one of my safety's so it doesn't even matter if I get in or not. That's 5 for 6! Friday thank god, this week felt like it went so slowly. I went running the past two days and I'm mad that it's raining today so I can't. grrr. OH! I almost forgot the good news!!!!!!! I got into School of Visual Arts my other top choice!!!!! =D I'm soooooo beyond happy. So now I have to go visit SVA and see if I can see myself there. But I think it would be really cool if I went there because I love New York and I already have a friend, Ryan, going there in the fall. Basically though it's MassArt vs. School of Visual Arts the fight to the death. I'm still waiting to hear from SUNY Purchase but that was one of my safety's so it doesn't even matter if I get in or not. That's 5 for 6! I'm hoping I get some form of financial aid too, it would make things a lot easier.

I want to go take pictures this weekend but I have no clue where to go, and I have no idea what the weather is going to be like. ughhh.

♥ ♥

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 00:25:24 GMT

I should be working on my divison essay for expos class but I really don't care.
It'll get done by tomorrow somehow.

edit:
I've rekindeled my obsession of Spring Awakening and am dying to see it again, I just wish tickets weren't so expensive and nobody can replace JGJ! Not even this Blake kid who apparently is doing a really good job. I have to see it again before Groff and Michele leave in May. This music is so damn addicting!

end of pointless short rant about Spring Awakening.

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 00:33:58 GMT

First off, I hate college tours. I wish there was a way to just do college tours online because honestly walking around with annoying high school kids and their parents that ask about a billion questions is so not my cup of afternoon tea. However, I did really like MassArt. The campus was really nice it's like next to every college in Boston. I loved the dorm rooms, they were really cute. The photography section seemed pretty extensive, and they had a lot of other cool majors that places like AIB did not have. The people seemed nice, the foundation requirements do-able. The curriculum seemed really "do whatever you want" and they had a lot of options. I would love to double major at a place like that, maybe photography and glass blowing? or graphic design? or fashion design? Well the good thing is I have options like I said. I don't really know what's holding me back from putting in my deposit and sealing the deal. I must be crazy seeing as I would rather stay home and not go to college at all. I don't really think I know what I'm saying when I say stuff like that. It's just me trying to get away from making a choice and committing to one place. It's such an important decision and I really want to get it right the first time =/

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 02:06:24 GMT

Rachel's sleeping on my bed next to me haha, poor thing is so tired she's already passed out.
Tomorrow I'm going to take a tour of MassArt, Rachel's coming with us and I'm excited!
Hopefully I'll fall in love with it =]

We got report cards today, I got first honors and a 3.6 GPA!
I am so ridiculously surprised about that, I didn't think I did that good this marking period.

Well anyway just so this post wasn't totally pointless:

COMMENT ON THIS ENTRY, AND I WILL:
1. TELL YOU WHY I FRIENDED YOU.
2. ASSOCIATE YOU WITH SOMETHING - FANDOM, A SONG, A COLOR, A PHOTO, A WORD ETC.
3. TELL YOU SOMETHING I LIKE ABOUT YOU.
4. TELL YOU A MEMORY I HAVE OF YOU.
5. ASK SOMETHING I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT YOU.
6. TELL YOU MY FAVORITE USER PIC OF YOURS.
7. IN RETURN, YOU MUST POST THIS IN YOUR LJ.

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 23:08:59 GMT

what the fuck?
heath ledger, dead.

That's sad...he had a good career, and the new Batman movie coming out.
what the hell.

Edit:

I realized I had more to say.

Went on a photo shoot with Ryan yesterday, which went really well and we hung out downtown after which was nice =]

Tomorrow starts 2nd semester of my senior year. Which is exciting and annoying at the same time. Eh whatever, only like 5 more months of school left, I am beyond excited about that.

I need to do a picture update very very soon.

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 03:58:01 GMT

I really liked Cloverfield. I don't think many people in the theater did, but I was very pleased. It was short, and to the point, and hand held video recording was pretty cool seeing as the last movie I remember like that was The Blair Witch Project. And I just love JJ Abrams, LOST junkie forever, and he's doing star trek!!!! yayy Oh and I just sadly realized I should have stayed till after the credits because there was a tiny voice clip. SEQUEL? maybe. we'll see.

I'm still like ridicuously sick and tired, and I probably shouldn't have gone out tonight, I need to really give my body a rest but I just always wanna go go go and I can't keep forcing my body to do that while it's try to heal itself.

I feel like doing yoga but instead I'm going to take some sleeping pills and pass the fuck out.

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:42:24 GMT

Happy almost New Years everybody =)
I'm not much of a New Year's person, or a resolution person.

But here are some obtainable goals that I think I should attempt to accomplish in the new year.

- lose any amount of weight by college that will make me happy when I look at myself.
- get a therapist and stop my bad habits, for good.
- find my passion.

the end.
♥ ♥

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 04:46:00 GMT

The new love of my life (next to Juno) is.....
dundundunnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

It is all around Paris LOVE.

It is impossible to find images for this movie, if I could find a bunch I would have posted more.

ANYWAY.

I'm rather hyper for 11:30 at night, we had family over today, they were exhausting. So yeah my vacation has amounted to me doing nothing and just sitting in my room or laying in bed. It was a very lazy week. I still have an essay to finish which is harder then I thought it was going to be. I'm not doing anything tomorrow for New Years, which I guess I don't really care but it would have been nice to do something with someone. Oh well, thats life.

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 02:48:44 GMT

Juno IS all around fabulous laugh out loud love.

I finally started writing my book.
It's brutally honest, just like me.

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 01:53:39 GMT

Happy Holidays everyone =)

My Christmas wasn't that spangly at all.
And I'm fine with that.
My parents loved their gifts, and I appreciated the ones I got from them too.
My laptop was the majority of my present this year so that was good enough for me.
I got a 4lb bucket of twizzlers, I have no idea where my parents find these things.
Anyway being with my family was good, though they drive me crazy.
I wouldn't trade them for the world.

The rest of this week I'm going to do absoluetly nothing.
Actually I'm going to see a ton of movies.

List of movies to see this week:
Juno
Atonement
August Rush
The Kite Runner

One every two days =]
Hope you're all well and got what you wanted for the holidays! ♥ ♥
I need to do a picture update soon.